Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Disappointment

Well, I'm dreading writing this post.  I am still in shock about the entire situation.  My IPs have decided to put the surrogacy off indefinitely.  My coordinator emailed me the news yesterday.  My mouth literally dropped as I read it.  I was not expecting this at all.  We have been matched since April!  All these things keep going through my head.  I guess it just wasn't meant to be.  Best of luck in the future, D & S!!  I'm truly sorry things didn't work out.

So, we will be moving on to try to find another match.  At least I'm more aware of how things work up until this point, but it's still such an utter disappointment.  My coordinator said they have a waiting list of IPs, so matching could be fairly quick.  I'm feeling a bit more guarded now, knowing they could just walk away like that.  Hopefully we can help someone become parents in 2012!!

<sigh>  Moving on...praying 2012 will be a better year all around.

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